Ex Lovers Always Come Back

Ever had an ex-lover try to come back?  Sometimes the break up was mutual because you both needed time & space to figure things out.  Or you gave that person an ultimatum and they finally realized how awesome you are and  came running back.  But those examples are not my situation.  Oh no!  My ex [...]

90 Day Sex Fast **Update**

Today is day 90 of my 90 day sex fast!  I am so overjoyed that I did it.  I’ve proven alot of things to myself throught this experience.  I’ve proven that I can complete something. Especially because I feel like I haven’t had a good foundation for the past few months.  It has also proven [...]

On A Sex Fast

Today is day 25 of my sex fast.  I had decided weeks ago that this is something I needed to do for myself.  I’m no longer interested in casual sex.  Never really was.  I always felt empty afterwards.  Not like in a “I feel used” empty but rather a “I wish he’d get up and [...]

He Read My Personal Blog!

I’ve been found out. Uncovered. Revealed.  Stripped bare.
Last night a friend/former lover of mine told me he found my blog.  Not this one.  I have a very personal blog that is specifically about my old relationship with the ex-fiance and the warning signs to look out for in abusive relationships etc…  Well he found it.  I [...]

Had To Turn Down A Threesome

Saturday night I was propositioned by a good male friend and his friend.  Now my good male friend (lets call him Mr. Horny) and I have talked about threesomes before.  Somewhere in the very far past I must have told him that I’ve had fantasies of me with two men.  Call me a selfish lover [...]